Dear Allen
Jan. 5th, 2015 07:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bloodheelsSince I know you will be avoiding me as much as possible, I thought I should write this to you in the hopes that you'll actually read it.
I understand your reasons for wanting to avoid me, but it still hurts me never the less, even more so after certain events I've experienced while being here. I miss my friends who aren't here, I miss home and while I am happy that you and Lavi are here... It breaks my heart knowing that you'll keep putting your distance between us, putting on a fake smile and pretending that things will be okay.
Never the less, I want what is best for you, not what I want. If it means you having to stay away from me for the rest of our lives, then I guess I'll just accept it and move on. I won't even bother you any more if that is what is for the best. But you have to tell me what you want even if it's though a note. I just want to know.
No matter what your choice is... Just as long as you are happy... I'll live with it.
Lenalee.
I understand your reasons for wanting to avoid me, but it still hurts me never the less, even more so after certain events I've experienced while being here. I miss my friends who aren't here, I miss home and while I am happy that you and Lavi are here... It breaks my heart knowing that you'll keep putting your distance between us, putting on a fake smile and pretending that things will be okay.
Never the less, I want what is best for you, not what I want. If it means you having to stay away from me for the rest of our lives, then I guess I'll just accept it and move on. I won't even bother you any more if that is what is for the best. But you have to tell me what you want even if it's though a note. I just want to know.
No matter what your choice is... Just as long as you are happy... I'll live with it.
Lenalee.
